SCARRED is this friday! February 19th! Come out to the first united methodist church of childersburg at 7:00!
Anyways... Kaitlyn Duepree inspired me! I feel so much better about my "ED" now... i BARELY struggle. I still struggle, yes. But definately not as often as i used to. Mainly the thing i struggle with the most is looking at myself. I still think i am fat, but now i don't do anything about it. I still want to go back to the way that i was... But i'm WAY closer to God now and i truly believe that that has saved my life!! The main thing that still effects me is my self esteem... i have HORRiBLE self esteem. Every day when i look in the mirror, i can literally find something wrong with EVERY part of my body. But i'm trying to be positive about that and look to God. Which is slowly but surely working!!! I know that God is with me and he LOVES me no matter HOW i look! Fat or skinny, i'm beautiful in the eyes of the Boy that means the most. And that boy is JESUS! I used to think that just because i didn't have a boyfriend, that i wasn't pretty. But that is NOT true! If you don't have a boyfriend, it's because God is WAiTiNG to bring you the right boy!!!! Not because you aren't pretty!!!!
As a matter of fact... True Beauty is when you are fully in LOVE with God! there is no beauty like the light that shines around you when you belong to the most high God! And trust me... Boys CAN tell. And they LOVE it!!!
And that's AWESOME!
I love this!!!! (:
ReplyDeleteNicely put Lindsay, Nicely put..
Heck, we don't NEED a boy friend right now.. we got one already JC guhh
Jesus Christ!!!