I've been praying for God to give me a new start. A new life. A new hope. I know that God has bigger plans for me than what Ana has. I understand that, but yet i still fall into her schemes and traps every single day. Yesterday she made me feel stupid and fat. I still don't know why she does these things to me...
But i'm still holding the hand of my saviour. I hold on as tight as i can, but i'm still slipping away. It's still not enough. Ana still pulls me out of his grasp.
I've been eating good, and haven't done anything that Ana would be pleased about. Sometimes i wish i had. She still controls my mind and makes me feel like a robot. But i refuse to be a robot controlled by HER! i will let God control me!
I will Stand forever in the heart of my savior. I was made in HIS image.
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