Headline story.

So today i have a LOT to blog about.

Let me start by saying, yesterday a lot of people found out about my blog and my eating disorder.
My librarian found out, so she told my counselor. I wasn't mad that she told her, either! So my counselor pulled me out of class, and talked to me about it. She said that i needed to tell my mom about it.
So when i got home that's what i did. I told my mom and my sister. I am not mad or upset  that i had to "come out" to my family and teachers about this... But it is a LOT for me to handle. I feel like my eating disorder is now a "headline story". Now that everyone knows about it, i don't feel like the same person anymore... I feel like when people look at me, they see eating disorder. And i don't want that!!!

I want everyone to see the REAL me. And i want people to know ME. Not the eating disorder that holds me back.

I  guess i just got so overwhelmed and tired of talking about it... and now i'm ready to let the real me shine through.