Sick and tired!!!

As time has gone by, i have to say i have gotten SOOOO sick and tired of Ana... She is driving me crazy!!!!!!!
Every time i look in the mirror, i see her. I'm always always always thinking about her! It's getting VERY old. In a way i guess that's a good thing. I think i'm sick and tired enough to fight back... and i'm ready to let go of Ana. There is a sense of freedom there. But then again, Ana jumps in and gives me a sense of doom. She says that if i let go of her, that i'll never be in control of my life and i'll get fatter and stay big for the rest of my life!!! I really don't believe her... I don't know why i think about stupid stuff like that! It doesn't make sense.

But at the same time, i'm stilll clinging on to God!! :) He is my almighty savoir!!!!!! I will hold his hand forever.

I wish i could tell EVERY girl and even guy that is going through this that it's NOT worth it!!! But i know they won't listen, because i didn't listen. But look at where that got me... absolutely no where.

You ARE god's princess. Never forget that!!! He loves you with unconditional and unexplainable love!!!!